Ok, so my mom came over last night... with no intentions of even talking to me, just to pick up some mail. I mean really, how lame to begin with.
Yet, we did manage to exchange a few words, but for some reason it was the most useless conversation I ever had with her.
She had no idea what to tell me (like she ever does). She just sat there, it was like trying to talk to a friend from high school who I just recently got into an argument with.
Not a mother and daughter conversation at all.
I know what they say that you can't choose your parents, but c'mon... it's like she just gave birth to me and my sister.. and till this day has to clue to how to nurture/support or encourage us at all.
She has always been a one word answer kind of person. But give me a break...I been on this earth for 26 years and you still have figured it out.
Mind you, I don't ask her for a dime and when we go out she never picks up the tab... I do what I can to help her in whatever way possible...
Yet somehow, she will never appreciate or show that she even gives a shit.
It's just sad b/c she is alive and healthy, yet she couldn't give a rat's ass about me or my daughter.
It's no big deal though.. I mean don't get me wrong it hurts...
But to be honest, if she doesn't give a shit, why the hell should I.
It's beyond a waste of time with her..
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